There's a girl sleeping on my couch right now. I don't know anything about her, except her first name, and the fact that she was at a party tonight. I was typing my paper when I heard someone call, "Help me?" I wasn't sure if I'd imagined it, so I opened my window and waited. "Somebody?" she called again, and I spotted her sitting on the pavement under the streetlamp outside my window.
"Are you ok?" I yelled, probably waking up at least one roommate.
"No," she said. "I'm really sick."
I grabbed a coat and told her I was coming down.
My friend Zen was down there when I got to her. We helped her up to my apartment, because she said she didn't know anyone on campus. "I never drink," she said. She was hiding behind her hair. I never saw her face. She apologized when she stumbled on the stairs.
She's sleeping on my couch now, still wearing my coat, with a glass of water and a bowl next to her head. Maybe in the morning I'll see her face. Maybe she'll be gone and I'll never know who she is.
When I told another friend what happened, he said “It was really good of you to help her.” I told him I didn’t think of it as good. It was the only human thing there was to do. I couldn’t watch somebody else suffer and not do anything about it. I don’t know anything about this girl; I don’t know why she didn’t have any friends with her, or why she couldn’t manage to drag herself inside a building where she wouldn’t be freezing, and maybe find a phone. That stuff didn’t matter. The fact was that she needed helping, so I helped her. That doesn’t make me a particularly good person, I don’t think. It just doesn’t make me a really terrible one.
dimanche, février 20, 2005
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It would be a wonderful thing if reaching out and helping someone in need was NOT an exceptional thing. The reality is, that it IS, and you are. You have a generosity, and open-heartedness that is unusual and wonderful. You may not see it, but the rest of us who are outside your skin do, and appreciate you for it.
PS And I'm not just saying this because I'm... well you know. :)
Oh, mom.
well, now I feel like a dipshit on account of the lj comment.
at any rate, it's admirable, good/bad aside. most people don't do that. yo momma's got a point.
so what about my comment makes you feel like a dipshit? Am I missing something?
ha, no. she was talking about an exchange we had on LiveJournal, aka "LJ". Which is slightly confusing. :)
Your are Nice. And so is your site! Maybe you need some more pictures. Will return in the near future.
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